Friday, December 27, 2013

CALIFORNIA











666th POST OH YEAH

Friday, December 13, 2013

IM HAVING THE BEST TIME


YAYYYYYYY SCHOOLS OUT YOU GUYS YAYYY IM SOO HAPPY !!
ITS WEIRD I GET SO HAPPY WHEN I GET OUTTA SCHOOL LIKE I WONDER IF I REALLY LIKE GOING ALL THAT MUCH IF I FEEL SO RELIEVED ONCE ITS OVER. WEIRD.
TIME TO TAKE PICTURES  AND GO OUT TO EAT AND BUY STUFF AND PLAY WITH MY TOYS AND SPEND MORE MONEY
AND MAKE MORE MUSIC WITH MY FRENDS
OH OH OH AND MAKE ANOTHER ZINE YEAH I REALLY WANNA MAKE STUFF
OH OH AND I REALLY WANNA READ A BOOK YOU KNOW JUST LIKE READ A BOOK
WATCH A MOVIE IN THE THEATER
SIT ON THE COUCH AT WITCH HAT
TRANSCRIBE CHET BAKER SOLOS
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Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Monday, September 9, 2013

HOW I SPENT MY SUMMER

DEAR DIARY,
FIRST , IM SORRY IVE BEEN AWAY FOR SO LONG
BUT LATELY ITS BEEN ONE BS SITUATION AFTER ANOTHER
YOU UNDERSTAND IM SURE
THIS SUMMER I WENT TO SCHOOL AND TRIED TO MAKE MONEY
IT SEEMED IMPOSSIBLE TO CATCH UP SOME HOW
I READ ALOT , AND THAT WAS GREAT
MAN THOSE BOOKS REALLY HELPED, BECAUSE I THINK I WAS IN NEED OF A MENTAL/ EMOTIONAL VACATION FOR A WHILE, BOOKS CAN HELP YA GET AWAY FROM YOUR SELF FOR A WHILE
I DONT KNOW HOW I GOT THROUGH ALL THOSE BOOKS. I CAN BARELY READ
I WONDER IF OTHER PEOPLE NOTICE THIS, THEY MUST WHEN THEY HEAR ME SPEAK
HONESTLY, THIS HAS BEEN A SOLITARY SUMMER , FUCK IT
ITS BEEN MISERABLY LONELY
YOU KNOW EVEN IF I SIT AND TALK TO SOMEONE I STILL FEEL LONELY ,SOMETIMES.
I THINK WHAT I REALLY CRAVE IS THE INTIMATE MOMENTS THAT HAPPEN IN CONVERSATION WHEN IM SO DEEPLY ENGAGED WITH SOMEONES WORDS AND INFLECTION OR LIKE THE WAY A JAW MOVES AROUND TO MAKE WORDS COME OUT
THOSE TINY PIECES OF TIME ARE INTIMATE MORE INTIMATE FOR ME THEN ANYTHING ELSE
I LOVE TO JUST SPY AND WATCH EYE LASHES FLICKER OR WATCH THE GLAZE THAT OCCURS IN THE EYES WHEN SOMETHING OF GREIF IS MENTIONED
OH WHAT I ENJOY SO MUCH IS TO SIT AND PET A FREND TENDERLY WITH WORDS
LIKE TELL THEM HOW PERFECT I THINK THE SHAPE OF THEIR TOES ARE
OR HOW THE CLEAR GREEN OF THEIR EYES IS MOST BEAUTIFUL THING IVE SEEN ALL WEEK
WHEN I WALKED INTO YOUR BACK YARD YOU WELCOMED ME IN LIKE I WAS A  BIRTHDAY PRINCESS GIRL AND I ALMOST CRIED.
I WANT TO BE SO CLOSE IM GOING CRAZY BUT MAYBE YOU'LL UNDERSTAND DIARY THAT IM NOT TRYING TO HAVE YOU PITY ME
THIS IS NOT A COMPLAINT
IM JUST SAYING DAMMIT I WANT SO MUCH OF IT LIKE ALOT ALOT I WILL DRINK IT ALL UP IM SO THIRSTY FOR IT MY
THERS NOT ENOUGH OUT THERE OR THERE IS AND I JUST GOTTA CHANGE MY PERSPECTIVE OR
IT'S ALL AROUND ME AND IM THE ONE WHO DOESN'T GOT THE TIME OR A DAY TO JUST BE CLOSE 
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I WOULD LOVE TO
GIVE SOME HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL MY FRIENDS 







Sunday, September 8, 2013

CRAZY BUT FUN


Saturday, September 7, 2013

Wednesday, August 14, 2013